u stupid gal...muz make mi cry...why din tt sms pass to mi phone yesterdae...i din noe...wasnt prepared...ten u sae it...i realli hate u...why nv sms again when i din replied...ten u leh...sae hu cry is pig...u cried more oki...ya...those words...realli impacted mi lots...tried hard not to cry...mi eyes was burnin...i saw ur face...u was sad...could c u din wanna cry...ya...u told mi not...i held it back...we took pics...pics r plentiful...nice ones...kena stop by teacher hu though i was gonna commit suicide...but i din...posin for camera...ya...made u smile...it was kinda a joke...ya...

went to stuff room with u...gave tay his dog back...but u got it rite...treaure it ya...he asked mi why was i sad...not usual mi...ya...din noe mi respond gave such impact...ya...u tok to him...i was in the midst of cryin...went to piano n play la...saw teachers...erer,lizah,faridah,yeo,tan bee chok,lee mei kay...haha...all ask same qns...is there anything wrong...couldnt bring miself to face it...esp erer...she stupid la...she sae...she suspected...i cried...mi eyes felt hot...tis time tears ya...u tok to tay finish...dragged u to the piano...tried to play u a song...the song i composed u sae 9/10...thx u...ya...onli the first part u barged into the toliet...it was hard for mi to play it...tears juz flood la...went to toliet find u...haha...ya...we both cried...we both pigs..but u cried more...haha...tink we scared ms ng off la...haha...but seriously...we made a fool of ourself...ten ppl saw ur red eyes...v pai seh sia...haha...

ten ur coy did the thinkin dae banner thing...ya...our class had the reflection time(let bygones be bygones...wad u wanna sae...juz sae...dun carry grudges tt the most impt)...ya...they was askin where was u...tried to persuade u thrice...ten u came...ya...u dread it la...i udstd...but the klass was somehow diff...din came out the way u though they be...ya...u told them...they oso cried...so many of us...all the mistakes...we are too yet to blame oki...if we had accepted u...u wun have be in this state...though make fren with u...i was oso at fault...peer pressure la...sry kae.. and another thing...why does 2N have this sorta things goin on each yr...i realli wonder...is there a trend...???hey gurl...sorry oki...

ya...i love report books...for 4 times...i won u twice,tied once n lost once...haha...we alwaes quits if u realised...but i muz admit u are more intelligent...ya...dun waste ur chance oki...ur intelligence k bring u further...trust mi...ya...u went to c counseller...ten we started petition...but the results...successful...we dunno...hope tt it k help change their mind...dun worry kae...no matter where u go...i support u...nid mi give mi a call i will help...

after ur stuff...we went canteen...ya...talk la...u realised ur mistakes too...i'm glad la...i feel happy for u...rmb this...dun be silly liao oki...ya...and thx u seniors...hope tt petition will help...ya...ten i dragged her up again...determined to play her tt song again...told her cannot cry...cos i wun cry...did she do it...yeah...she did...claps...somehow if she hear the full...mi heart wun rest in peace...ya...ten we sat in courtyard n tok...pearlyn,sokyin,shihan,sharon,gwen,liying,sining...came to join...had a fun time din we...blow the air balloon...i dunno wad tt called...but no matter how many times i try...it juz pop...haha...ten we took pics again...ya...soon...we went home...we talk in the bus...tt time...i din wanna leave the bus...i wished the bus could stop forever...i wan u to be there...in guides,campfire...ya...we talk abt smuggling u in...haha...we could try la...

haha...ya...wanna apologised to u la...cos ur frenship not smooth...maybe oso becos of tt u did foolish things...tink abt it...ya...we got faith in u oki...ya...dun let us down...cos we noe u k...u go gurl...no matter wad...i help u...n tt a promise...friends forever no matter wad...n i am touched tt u siad u will nv disappoint the people who trust u...its god will la...gotta face n not run away frm reality...ya...gd luck...

foolishness is not good...turn away from evil...doesnt make life more worth it...thick abt it...losin a fren realli hurts like glass shatterin...so ya...tink before u act...and follow goodness forever...amen...haha...abit holy...dunno wad to end it...but amen...